A cuckold fantasy, shared, can make a man feel full to bursting with desire. The way I feel after a long day spent in sweaty classrooms with hot and horny teenage boys.
Okay, I might as well admit it. They're young men. But when that thought crosses my mind I get reckless (which is especially risky, considering they're young men whom I mustn't under any circumstances engage, except in the strictly academic sense).
Like I start thinking,Why not, uh, engage the hott lanky guy who slouches dreamily across his desk, one hand cupping the side of his head. I mean, does he think I don't feel his gaze caressing first my tits, then lower.
Sometimes he just sits (or should I say, lies) there, occasionally licking his lips. So why not give him a pass, so he can come see me during my free period? Draw him into the supply closet on some pretext and press him to the wall. Anything, just to feel his hard cock swell and finally call his bluff.
But I digress. Last night someone I'll call Will, told me he was obsessed with a certain fantasy, based on an incident that occurred when he was still in college. I have, of course, his permission to share his story. And Will is not his name.
"It started," Will said, "when my ex-girlfriend and myself were living in a house with about five other people. One night she rigged it so when I came home I saw her in bed with one of the other guys in my house. He was always talking about how big he was. That night I saw he wasn't lying. My girlfriend said she did it to turn me on.
"Now I'm with my new girlfriend. She treats me awesome. But nothing gets me so hot as when I think about that night when the housemate was giving it to my ex. When I jack off, that's all I can think about. Lots of times I even think about it when my girlfriend and me are doing it. Sometimes I think she knows I'm not thinking about her. I'm excited just talking about it. It's getting real distracting. What am I supposed to do?"
Here's the thing. 
A lot of us are turned on by this sort of fantasy, but for Will it had become problematic. So I summarized the incident from an alternate point of view.
Once I'd finished my account, Will said, "Wow, what my ex did wasn't sexy at all. Thinking about it now I'm not even hard."
Granted, most of the time, getting hard, or at least aroused is what we're aiming for. But in Will's case the content of his fantasy was making him unhappy and interfering with his pleasure and relationship. I laid out for him a fairly simple step-by-step process whereby he could begin to substitute images he wanted to have get him hot--like, for example, ones of his current girlfriend--for the ones that had been dogging him.
Now if I could only stop thinking about that lanky seventeen-year-old.
Or not.
Meanwhile, if you have a favorite fantasy--cuckold or otherwise--you'd like to play out, I'm ready.
Best,
Diane
PS Thanks to all those of you who've called to ask for advice, share your fantasies and your pleasure.
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